Beautiful Girl with her Last Goodbye
Picture from the past right here back in front of you. The shapes are the same but the colours are a different hue.
Neon ghost in the city, been a ghost for years. I’m chasing, running to him. Heart pounding in my chest, no time to think. The marching of time drones on, the harbinger percussion of nature, that foretells a great disaster. It’s loud if you are asking me. Sitting in a corner and hiding away, try to drown out the noise by blasting music. I still don’t exactly know how I feel about it. All that was left was to act, my heart led the way.
Can we reconcile after this? sometimes, nothing seems clear. It feels like a thick fog is rolling over me, it clouds my vision and makes me doubt myself. I lay in my bed, every day feels like a retelling of past days. Lies one of long for something new. I think we’re lost, and I have no idea when it’s been like that. Everything good must end, and it felt too soon. She was scared, and let emotion guide her. Gotten so used to lying about these types of things, the thing that torments her every day.
This bed isn’t even a bed, it’s a mattress on the floor. Do you think it will ever go away? if it does, I wonder what will happen. Sadly life is always changing beyond my control. Kept praying there was a way, to feel happiness without pain. Those days are beyond, are gone behind, devour my heart gently. Those dreams and hopes, I hoped i wouldn’t give away when they only lingered on me, when I can’t linger on them.
My eyes fluttered open to something, till I realized that you were gone. Gone as the story goes. I looked away from your shadow, the love we have won’t seem to last long for each other. So I took my way without turning back, for I knew the road I took was difficult from the start, so I just have this one question to every people I met. “Can you mend my broken heart?”
The sky is red on this sunny evening, every memory of you is haunting. The neglect and pain I endure left me to distance myself from reality. Really wish this hollow feeling in my chest could go away. Till I realize there was just a monologue, and that’s the saddest part…
Pain is all same as happiness.
